doing the impossible

but right now, I really can’t see the point of continuing. As much as I try my best to console myself, I think a big part of me has already given up. I think I already tried my best, but still it yielded not so good results. I don’t want to continue disappointing myself anymore. I think the best thing to do right now is to just give up and to prepare myself to accept the things that will happen for the following weeks. 

Sorry.