doing the impossible
then maybe I won’t need to think of all of these bad news/ bad events that are continuously happening.
You’ve carried the guilt, the shame for long enough. You’ve kept your wounds open for long enough. The time has come to let go, to heal. Keep the lessons and let the pain heal. Yes, you know what we are talking about.
That’s not to say it’s an easy purpose, or a convenient one. It might very well seem hard or even impossible, but it only looks that way. The truth is that one day you will look back and see how all the pieces fit together. And how your life has been a complete and utter success.
but right now, I really can’t see the point of continuing. As much as I try my best to console myself, I think a big part of me has already given up. I think I already tried my best, but still it yielded not so good results. I don’t want to continue disappointing myself anymore. I think the best thing to do right now is to just give up and to prepare myself to accept the things that will happen for the following weeks.
Sorry.
